These days I gradually receive more and more information about my next role in Switzerland. Last week, I've recevied a welcome pack from our Swiss HQ with information in regards to Trains, Hotel, Bank, Laptop, mobile phone, business card etcetcetc.... Apart from that, I also received a surprise Happy Bday note from my future manager, I think he's called Ricardo.  As time moving closer and closer, I try very hard to tell myself not to think about that I'm leaving soon but I can't resist.  I can't stop thinking Will I perform well in this new role? What will I learn? Who will I meet?  K always keep reminding me our days together till I left and I feel quite sad about it. I always told him that the company will provide flight back to my home country every 6 months and he can come to visit me if he wants too.....Does anyone know any lugguage brand is good? Light and durable? I am considering to get one....

Some of you may wonder what am I going to work in Swistzerland, let me brief give you a glance on what I do:

I work as a international internal auditor, travel around the world to ensure local companies are follow with our set rules, policy and procedures and give recommendations on how things can improve. Each assignment is 3 months period which I will brief and debreif in Swiss before we go on a team of 3-5. Then we fly out to the destination country then travel to various plant, office in different states. The work hours will be hectic as I will be working at least 12- 15 hours at least per day, sometimes weekends.  I will be living at least 44 weeks on a suitcase and spending most of my time on the plane.

Life has suddenly way out of plan as I never had this role be a part of my life planning.... Now I had to fit it into the plan, but I dunno what will I do after 2-3 years, which countries will I be working in? How about having a baby in 3-4 years time, when should I buy a house, where should I buy the house.. everything is suddently so unclear and I feel so uncomfortable as it's unclear.... sigh... anyway..... ..... .....

My uncle said this is not good as I'm not a boy, cus career should be less important to a women as it cost your relationship or sometimes marriage.  I understand what he means, yet, I feel strong about our relationship, we will walk through this together... I know. we will!